The Dying Soul, Underneath!

Feigning up a smile upfront
Only to hide the crying soul inside 

Appearing calm and content

Though really fierce and burning
Deep down inside her body

Wants to explode and release all out

But too damn scared to do it

Instead, she keeps on trying
To hold everything in solely

And chose to suck up all the wrath
Even if it's starting to poison her
But still she prefers it that way
Just to escape from confrontation
Of which she doesn't know
How to resolve what's annihilating her
Of which she knows
Others will never understand
Particularly, not even her own self could

So she chose not to face
 what's troubling deep inside
Thinking it's the best thing to do
To deny the real distress inside.
Will maybe ease her

In denial of what's real 

Suppressing the anger inside

Even decided to keep all a secret

For as long as she can

Hoping, perhaps staying naive

Will make everything easy to live by

And eventually it will all go away

And things will be alright
Even if she's aware 
It's far from happening
Unless she'll deal everything

All the negative vibes 
Needs to vanish like a smoke

Before it will suffocate her

But when will it happen

If all the bad energy lives inside of her

Slowly killing her good soul

Like a burning candle

That is slowly melting into nothing.