Wednesday, July 29, 2015
Love is not the only reason
Why we chose to stay with someone.
Nor it is the reason why we chose to leave that person.
Sometimes we chose to leave
Plainly because we are coward and stupid.
Coward, to take the risk to fight for the one we truly love.
And stupid enough to think,
That we are not the one meant for the one we love.
On the other aspect,
We chose to stay with someone not because
We are in love with each other either.
But simply because we're tangled in
With circumstances we can't easily escape from.
Other times, we're staying together with the person
That we don't even love romantically.
For the simple reason, we feel we have no choice
And it seems to be the right thing to do
Even it meant sacrificing our own happiness.
It's sad, but it happens in real life.
And its just how it is for some people.
Our different upbringings and approaches in life,
And the complexity of our thinking
Exudes in our manner on how we love
That's why Love is Simply complicated.
Friday, July 17, 2015
Suddenly it felt heavy to breathe
as I carry on this journey.
The path got narrow
and the air gets thinner
as the way gets darker and darker.
But i went on still, then i looked back
and it stunned me
I didn't realize our distance
got this far for being so preoccupied
with something else.
What have I done?
When did we create this space between us?
How did we let this happened?
I'm so confused
I thought you were just right behind me.
But I didn't see you no more
I looked around
But i couldn't find you,
Not even your shadow or just a glimpse of you.
The longing of you sets in me
The longing for you, to be with me
aches my heart tremendously
Feels like a wolf voraciously devours me
And ate me alive.
But what could i do
if you're out of sight
And nowhere to be found
Now, I'm missing you.